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Final post to this journal [04 Dec 2010|02:58pm]

fruitandwater - writing journal for my active fandoms, including Glee, Inception, and probably Harry Potter.

supertoyslast - writing journal for former fandoms, including Korean boybands.


(Just a quick and shorter link reference for anyone who comes to this journal looking for meme fills or story archives.)
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[04 Dec 2009|10:02pm]
Look fic journal! I don't know what that means for this journal, but I thought I'd embrace my girliness for once in my life and use pink for the journal layout: supertoyslast

And look, a purely real life journal! Only I'm trying to lose weight right now so all the entries are about my angst over my thunderous thighs and crazy diets/workout plans -- and so are privated. In short there's nothing here to see. But one day I'll move on with my life and progress to making flocked entries!: newteacups

ETA (09/01/10) : Hey! Yeah this journal? Not really used for anything other than cross posting fic at various fic comms. And oh yeah! fruitandwater. For my non kpop fics. Since I'm kind of...not really into kpop anymore. And pfft, don't even bother with the rl journal, I am not invested enough in the Internet to use it.

Thanks for the years guys, it was fun. :D
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[03 Aug 2009|01:29am]

It’s a glass half empty from where I’m standing | band!fic | 753 words | A normal day, in which Onew isn’t very effective as leader. | a/n: Mainly consists of your stereotypical fail!dubu, because he’s my favorite.  Also, bits of mightaswellbeleader!minho in there, because he’s my other favorite (no really, they’re tied for first).  Just some recreational writing, and also I’ve decided to grow up and change my style, i.e. capitalize things normally.

 

 

 

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Taemin bleeds, Onew fails to have the necessary coping mechanismsCollapse )
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[13 Apr 2009|11:19pm]

So I was avoiding responsibility and all that, when I found two things I had forgotten I had written like a month ago. And, instead of pretending I was actually working on birthday fics and playing around with fics set in other people's AUs, I decided to post them.


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whoa, more shinhwa fic?Collapse )


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gee, i sure hope no one reads this qmi, i am kind of ashamed that i wrote it?Collapse )
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you know you love my bitching ♥ ♥ [29 Mar 2009|08:34pm]
WHERE IS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT, RIAN.

WHERE.


I BET YOU FORGOT WE EXCHANGED PASSWORDS, RIGHT?

love (but only if you do as i say),

andrea ♥

THAT'S RIGHT MY LOVE IS CONDITIONAL.


(guys, don't call the police, i'm a benevolent hacker~ that's right, it's raiknii again! *whistles*)
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checking in, I suppose [14 Mar 2009|02:37am]

I am having a life guys, and it's really quite exciting, you see. (Actually it's mainly just stressful and busy but I am not complaining!)

Here are random things I wrote in the past...urhm, I don't know, and, OH GOD, ISAMI WE NEED TO TALK. ALSO YOU WILL PROBABLY NEVER SEE THIS, SO MY SCREAMING IS POINTLESS, HM. 

(random a/n: in the last thing, I feel like Eeteuk would be that teacher who wants to be your friend so he lets you call him hyung like the age difference isn't that extreme.  so...yeah.)
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shinhwa drabble, no really.Collapse )


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it was going to be long and based on 'a very old man with enormous wings' but...i stopped.Collapse )


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UM. IDK?Collapse )
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have i already mentioned that fading_sun_sock owns my life? yeah, i thought so. [30 Jan 2009|09:09am]

So, okay, I have no clue how switchboards or telephones really worked in the 1940s, I'm not even sure if I did the phone extension thing correctly or had enough digits in the number addresses, so bear with me since I didn’t have the time to go research that sufficiently. D: Let's just remind ourselves that this is fiction and that it's sometimes necessary to suspend your beliefs a little. Also, Kendra wanted the g-ri cold war included somewhere and I didn’t feel like working with that, but I kind of tried anyway and ended up with some Jiyong/TOP and a severe and unfortunate lack of Youngbae in the whole thing and you know what? That’s exactly what you get, Kendra, for abusing me and then trying to pass it off for love. (happy belated birthday anyway.)

And thus! Here are my 3000+ words of practically unedited mess. I rushed and that is obvious. ETA: AND OOPS, PSYCHOLOGY WAS TOTALLY NOT AS REFINED A SCIENCE IN THE LATE FORTIES AS IT IS NOW, WHERE IS MY HEAD? Ah well, enjoy the anachronisms, ladies and gents. ETA2: HA HA, I DID SOME RESEARCH AND EGO, SUPEREGO, AND ID WERE FIRST PROPOSED IN THE 1920s-1930s, SO IT IS PLAUSIBLE-ISH. And why is it that I can no longer tell an evenly paced story in 3000 words? My stories will get so long if this keeps up.

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well hi there everybody! [18 Jan 2009|12:23am]

things I've been doing with myself since october: having mental breakdowns, passing english honors with flying colors, making new friends with whom I spend all of driver's ed making sexual innuendos with rather than learning to drive, doing actual driving and nearly killing everyone in the car every single time despite my always going less than twenty miles per hour, cutting down my flist, editing my massive fic dump -- that's right, for three months, what? -- writing things that don't make sense, etc. etc.

SPEAKING OF WHICH:


since the youngest and i are birth year buddies and all...Collapse )


as for that fic dump, here's a nice table of contents and linkage out to a lovely puppet journal (one of my many!) that houses my three far too large entries of tardiness.

Part 1: suju; first person experiment, dbsk; AU jaemin,  ss501; hyungmin, dbsk; something short and strange with changmin in it, suju; the start of yehkyu, dbsk/smtownflavored; i don't even know but it's 888 words!, suju; i don't even know again except longer and worse and 2222 words!, suju; shi/shi (partially fulfilled request - mars_elegies), dbsk; AU yoomin, suju; ryeowook and death

Part 2: suju; ipod meme+something for a request come the eleventh song/tenth drabble (for wowowparadise), suju; failed hyukhae, suju; the oldest shichul ever, dbsk; junsu angst,  suju; fading_sun_sock controls my life, suju+epikhigh; blohyuk, suju; kangteuk (fulfilled request - bitofajungle)

Part 3: suju; kibum and eunhyuk girl!fic (partially fulfilled request - digindeeper+ayray), smtown; i. don't. even. know., dbsk; jaechun, dbsk; more AU jaemin, suju; AU shichul

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[10 Oct 2008|07:07pm]
I swear, it seemed like a good idea at the time.   Don't click on this expecting great and awe inspiring things, okay?  I'm allowed to drabble how (and on what) I want!

battle fandom, what?Collapse )
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[14 Sep 2008|11:08am]
[ mood | refreshed ]


title: eat drink man woman
summary: donghae flails about a lot and kibum knows exactly how to deal with him, but still.
a/n: Have I ever written kihae before? I don’t think so. Also, I was watching a movie uh yeah that's where the title came from at two in the morning and then this just came to me randomly and I was all “OH THIS WILL BE BRILLIANT.” and proceeded to type it up in about fifteen minutes. It’s short and not really brilliant, like, at all, the end!

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you’re the one with common sense and the freakishly high iq, you should have told me.Collapse )

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ACCOMPLISHMENTS. I HAS THEM. [13 Sep 2008|11:44am]
[ mood | totally pleased with myself ]


LOL.

now somebody make me brown eyed girls icons in celebration of their new mini album.

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Oh, the things I write. [15 Aug 2008|02:39pm]

So my habit of posting all over the place made the creation of this post painful.  Also, because I feel the need to constantly explain myself, everything is followed by some sort of nonsensical comment/summary/ramblething, and there's a lot of unnecessary caps locking going on here but that's to be expected of me.  Everything's in a semi-chronological order-ish. ...right.

((And hey, here's a handy dandy little key:  #   =  I'm not embarrassingly unsatisfied with it  |  *   =  There is emotional attachment to it!  |  ~   =  IS IN LOVE WITH :DDDD))

\last updated 9/07/08 -- or, at least, some time around then\
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Super Junior
 

SujuCollapse )


DongBangShiKi
 

DBSKCollapse )


SuperStar501
 

SS501Collapse )


Old Stuff/Abandoned Stuff/I wish I had never written it, maybe idk.
 

Junk, maybe?Collapse )


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[10 Aug 2008|03:27pm]
 And for serious, here's the last part ever.

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[10 Aug 2008|03:20pm]
What?  What?  MAYBE IF I DATE THIS ENTRY ON THE DAY I FINISHED IT IN NOVEMBER LAST YEAR, NO ONE WILL NOTICE THAT I FORGOT TO POST IT UNTIL NINE MONTHS LATER?  BUT...THEN NO ONE WOULD SEE IT EITHER. *conflicted*.....*settles for back dating by three days.*  YAY.
((also yay for 5200+ words!)) ((not yay for having to split it up into two parts again thanks to client errors!))

Part 1 | Part 2A | Part2B | Part 3a

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continuing... [15 Jul 2008|03:48pm]

And then this is failed attempt at humor? And, not that it's really important to this story, but it takes place in this universe, oh god.   I do promise that it gets somewhat better than how it starts off, okay?

I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY NOW, KENDRA.  I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY.

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Before departure this coming Sunday [15 Jul 2008|03:36pm]
 So fading_sun_sock  asked me to write her hyukhae and she gave me the worst possible prompt; song lyrics/the freedom of going off and doing whatever I felt like and, because of that, it just....spun out of control and I finished two seperate fics off the lyrics of 'No Air' and I don't like EITHER of them but she was prodding me to post.  So here I am.  These are probably the last things I'm going to post before I leave and until August when I get back, because I have to pack and do last minute stuff and all that jazz. :D?  D:?

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[20 Jun 2008|11:59am]

So while I'm here, let me post Take 2 of Kit's ShinMin porn that is taking me abysmally long to do.  I used a completely different style for this take than the previous one.  I wonder if it’s an annoying style…?  I hope not.  It's kind of basically me saying ‘ShinMin are whores for each other’ and using pretty wording to romanticize it.  :D  no really, it’s totally obvious in so many places.  There also might be undertones of Sungmin’s thoughts on the world’s view on their relationship and homosexuality, but meh, only if you want to focus on that and not feel fuzzy and warm from gooey girly Shinmin sex – what?  I’ll call it what it is, I’m not deluded.

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here lies shinmin and early morning sex.Collapse )
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[04 Jun 2008|06:42pm]

title: quintessential sparkles in the dark

a/n:  um, because vrilly let me do whatever I wanted with this and we were joking and she said teenagemutantninjaturtles!yoosu and then I suddenly had a flashback to being a small child and I said to myself: ‘what did I watch back in the old days?  Ah-hah!’

And it was SUPPOSED to be fluffy but I did a one-eighty and it came out weird and I think I might have killed them both at the end, I don’t know.  HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VRILLY-VRIL.

And yes I know the amount of detail and roundabout way of making points is bizarre and annoying.  SHUT UP.


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can you guess which childhood cartoon inspired this? I bet you can.Collapse )

 


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Should I really...? [02 Jun 2008|08:02pm]
No.  No I shouldn't.  Let's see how far I make it;

the original challenge post


100 Fic ChallengeCollapse )
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[09 Apr 2008|11:54pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

 IT APPEARS THE MENTAL SHIELDS ARE ESPECIALLY HIGH TODAY.


....this post means absolutely nothing and was brought to you courtesy of late night midterm/exam cramming.  feel free to ignore this.


OFF TO BED AND PERHAPS ALSO INTO YONDER~

AND NOTE TO SELF - SHUT UP.

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